I am finding that I don’t have the self-control that I did before when it comes to losing weight. I feel horrible because my pants are starting not to fit and that means that I really need to buckle down to get this weight off. I know that I have to lose this weight because of my health but I am just struggling really bad. Since it is so cold outside I can’t go walk/run which means that I don’t want to go anywhere. I’m worried about money and wondering if we are going to make it or not. I frustrated with myself for not having any self-control. I don’t like the way I look and I know that the only way to change things is to do it myself. I know that once spring gets here that I won’t have a problem because I will want to go outside to run/walk.