It’s been almost five months since I found out that I am diabetic and I have lost almost 40 pounds. I have given up right now on losing weight until the first of the new year becuase it’s impossible for me right now. I have to lose this weight for my heatlh but right now I can’t seem to focus on what I need to do. I would like to give up anyways but I know that isn’t an option since if I don’t I will end up on insulin. I do want to look good but it seems like I am never going to get there. My plan is to keep you updated on how I do and how I am doing.